Cloak Of Secrecy

I got to help out a friend in London and I say got to because it was way too much fun for me. I really enjoyed having someone paint my face and dress me in something that I would never normally wear.  Since then I have been thinking a lot about disguises aka clothes, make up or just "fashion". I love and hate it.... it is this on going relationship I have with it. I just attended the sweetest wedding... sweet as in sorta humble and it was very enjoyable. It wasn't a poor person but it also wasn't over the top. It was "sweet". Right before this wedding I watched 20 most expensive weddings on tv.... wow they were also "Swwweet!".

This thought doesn't have a conclusion or a solution ... meaning it isn't complete. I was just thinking about happiness and different masks, cloaks, disguises we use and how it seems to effect us. There are more cloaks than just "fashion". 

If you have any thoughts you wanna share, please do!!! Xxx

The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot

The way I feel inside..... 

LOL

I love this movie way too much....

Mana from heaven, sweet nectar of life

The picture below is the bridge my friend and I walked across and is also in Harry Potter... The love of my life. 

I'm torn between Utah and Arizona... school, work, what I want to do or what I should do. Either way could be what I should do and either way could be what I want to do.......

should do... could do..... would do...... 

Net Force

My mind is going to fast for me to explain everything that I've written... Above is Newton's 2nd Law: talking about how the motion and the motive force behind the motion..... if a force generates a motion, a double force will generate a double motion and so on.... this also still is true whether that force be impressed is altogether and at once or gradually (this motion being directed the same way with the generating force). 

That being said..... I was over thinking the laws of human nature and human attraction and what forces are behind it so where what did I decide to over read? Laws of attraction and motion and I really enjoyed it and I really enjoy physics. 

So I am much as I learn and as much and I observe, the less I know. I know absolutely nothing! Accepting that to be true has brought me so joy in knowing, I get to learn forever and always be surprised! How great is that? I think it is great.... which is why this is my blog and my opinion and why I'm writing about it.


OK so I totally have a crush, No one knows (or at least I hope not... I'm bad at hiding things) or will know bc it is not logical, he isn't my type and I don't want to date him.... but some force beyond me makes me want to just pounce him. Yeah I said it.....  Oh well..... I have more thoughts on this but I'm not going to share them unless asked.

I have certain things I am attracted to ... I know I am.... one being romantic nerds like me..... I love and adore this

"He is the half part of a blessed man, left to be finished by such as she. And she a fair divided excellence, whose fullness of perfection lies in him." 

William Shakespeare

I also love adore my best friend who is getting engaged this weekend. It has been really hard on me.... never knew loosing him would be this hard.

Another thing is I've been reading about Karma... and other peoples perspectives... so different religions and what not... I thought this angry person was funny and what he said I can't repeat but I can repeat one part.... which is

WHATEVER WE SEE - WE CREATE, THAT IS OUR KARMA

Well I'm not going to try and sleep longer than 3 hrs.... I shouldn't be up..... Love to all of you and especially England. I miss my friends there and their "wicked" way of speaking.... I want to go back. The End