Happy is the heart that still feels pain

Darkness drains and light will come again

I like positive thinking (sometimes). I never like to state anything as always true or say that I always feel a certain way. I do feel that most people just are looking for happiness and the most of the time people intentions are not bad but misguided. I want to keep the perspective that everyone is just looking for happiness and through all of the sadness is how was learn grow and find happiness.

Sometimes I drain myself to the point where I'm so tired and can't imagine feeling love for anyone... this includes friends, family, boy's ever again, children. Ha I just feel nothing and I don't think that is healthy. I really do know that the atonement 'satisfies the demands of justice' and that the trails of life are just shaping up for a greater happiness to come. I love reading 2Nephi 4 and the last two verses give me strength.... kind of like certain songs give me strength and this song is a new one that I love. It will be my fav for a few days till I move on- sorta like I do with boys... haha jk?

Now that I've been all "sweet" Let me post something that makes me laugh

anyone else a little concerned with how much obama knows about the teams in this year's ncaa basketball ?

Sooo to catch anyone up on my life, I work, I go to school, I play badminton and I go running.... this is sooo ugly of me.... haha

if you are going to play... play well