Friday, October 17, 2008

Honestly

"True love begins when nothing is looked for in return" 
my mom is the perfect example of this. I feel like I could be more thankful when I speak to my family, friends and my heavenly father. I want to ask for less. I think that will help limit a "secret" battle that goes on in my head. lol. So, I love Cat Stevens and especially this song - it has a special place in my heart.
Ps I'm getting excited for Disney Land with the Fam, next week. Woot Woot

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Resolution

Sometimes in my life there is a song that will explain how I feel. This song is how I have felt the last two week and I'm so happy that this song no longer is how I feel. Therefore, I no longer need it. 

The song Black Hole by She & Him is  the lyrics that follow. These words were describing how this break up has effected me. Example, I heard nothing that I could understand. I have been brought comfort and peace and a resolution/ending just last night. I do still feel sad and very lonely but more than ever but I feel a strength that I didn't know was there.

Thank you to all of my friends and family and my heavenly father. I love the power of blessings, prayer and family/friends.  Song Hope by Jack Johnson says, "You'd better hope you're not alone" Well I'm not alone and am so very happy about that. 

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My eyes are so bleary

I guess I'm young but i feel so weary

I've tried to express it

But I think its all a bore

Its at the heart of me,

A very part of me


Speak slowly, I can't hear you

My mind keeps spinning closer and closer to the rain on the roof,

And the rain in my head, and the things that you said

People take it further ahead

And it just gets so foggy

It's nowhere in here

And its everywhere else that I don't wanna be,

But I'm stuck here getting misty over you

I'm alone on a bicycle for two.


Speak slowly, I can't hear you

My mind keeps spinning closer and closer to the rain on the roof,

and the rain in my head, and the things that you said

People take it further ahead

And it just gets so foggy

It's nowhere in here

And its everywhere else that I don't wanna be,

But I'm stuck here getting misty over you 

I'm alone on a bicycle for two.

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